This Is Everything...

add me here if you want.

2009-05-08T17:35:04Z

http://theoldesttree.livejournal.com/

mandykpea @ 2009-04-04T15:50:00

2009-04-04T19:56:37Z

i'm so incredibly proud of you.
i'm glad i was able to share yesterday with you.
your family is really nice too. i felt completely at home with them.
i hope you still want this after you leave...

i haven't felt before.

2009-03-31T04:31:02Z

i can't get sleep because of you.
it feels like you're already states away.
i know you have a million things happening all at once.
i'm just uneasy now.

i'm not leaving, so take your time.

over it like i was two years ago

2009-03-16T19:57:22Z

i don't like being in the middle.
i don't get attached, and i'd be fine if things just ended now.
i don't want to drag it out any longer.
i'll stop pretending, that's too manipulative.

like a time bomb

2009-03-14T02:00:08Z

recluse.

bitches are doing these

2009-03-10T21:51:58Z

1. A picture of you not sober:

2. A picture of the last thing you ate:

3. A picture of the last thing you drank:

4. A picture of you on one of your birthdays:

5. A picture you edited:

6. A picture of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend:

7. A picture of one of your exes:

8.A picture of something you do a lot:

9. A picture of you in a different city/state from where you live.

10. A picture of a tattoo you have/want:

11. A picture of a celebrity you like:

12. A picture of something you want right now:

13.A picture of something you collect:

14. A picture that means a lot to you:

15. A picture of a friend or family member that lives far away:

16. A picture of one of your pets:

17. A picture of your favorite alcohol:

18. A picture of your favorite bands logo:

19. A picture of something you're allergic to:

20. A picture of the career you want:

21. A picture of somewhere you wish you were right now:

22. A picture you drew:

23. A picture that brings back tons of memories:

24. A picture of something you really hate:

25. A picture of your favorite store:

26. A picture of someone you look up to:

27. A picture of something you do everyday:

28. A picture of something youre wearing right now:

29. A picture of a show you like that got cancelled:

30. A picture of a current problem in your life:

31. A picture of your favorite game:

32. A picture with somebody that has the same birthday as you:

too too too fast

2009-03-10T19:52:41Z

it's finally arrived, a little late but i guess better than never right?
everything with school seems so out of control lately. i can't seem to feel caught up on anything.
HoH was over the weekend, it was a lot of good clean family fun. I really had a great time.
i'm trying to keep up with this, writing here, it just seems that lately so much has been happening that i haven't had adequate down time to keep you up to date.
Spring break is next weekend, there are some good shows coming up that i'd like to see.
you'll be leaving soon and i'm all torn up about it.
i don't want to go back to orlando in the summer...i want to hurry up and get out of florida.
i hate that i'm always the last person to know about things with you.
it's hard balancing everything...it's hard wanting to balance everything.
i'm just ready for this break...and then for this next year to hurry up and go by.

these aren't cryptic anymore

2009-03-05T03:34:42Z

if something's bothering you, maybe you should let me know.
i'm kind of confused about what happened.

i'm still here shawty

2009-02-27T02:31:06Z

sorry i haven't updated recently. i apologize to all those people out there who have my lj bookmarked on their toolbars (jones) and have been desperately checking for new posts. I've been pretty busy lately. things have been really great. i'm starving, i need to do some grocery shopping. i could go for some rice right about now and some queso and an "i hope you're feelin' better" sticker.
i don't really have that much to say. so here are some things to check in your free time because i find them of interest and if you're reading this you obviously value my opinion so i'm sure you'll find them of interest too.

number one: i've complied a list of youtube videos that are definitely worthwhile.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLH26ZihZpE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R781LDKOVJE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osNZxHOfHXg

number two: i really don't have a number two, i was just trying to stretch this out so it would count as an actual
update.

number three: i need a remote control car...or boat. i can't seem to really find them anywhere anymore though.

f-i-r, well you know it's the first three letters of fire

2009-02-10T04:30:22Z

i had the best weekend with you and riley and wiley.
i think you're the cutest person in the world,
not just because you look exactly like me and we're often mistaken for sisters.
i can't wait until distance isn't a problem anymore.
lucky ho's

secret life of the american teenager

2009-02-03T23:02:04Z

i haven't been going to class.
but it's okay because i like spending my days with you.

who the fuck comes up with this shit?

2009-02-02T20:10:46Z

you're like a handful of stars thrown into the sky.

lost connections

2009-01-30T07:10:36Z

you don't know what you do to me.

Happy Birthday :]

2009-01-23T15:31:30Z

today it's your birthday
hope you'll have a party
and I know I won't be there
but it's okay, we don't care
I don't have much to say
'cause we talked yesterday
just know you're amazing
and think about next spring
I'd like to say thank you
for letting me know you
for getting on this train
from paris to my brain
today it's your birthday
hope you get what we said
like love and mystery
and magic apple trees
yeah, yeah
it's your birthday
you're working at the ...
I'm just floating on my bed
pretending you're my girlfriend
that would be so nice

you slip your heart into my chest

2009-01-19T05:31:12Z

i hope wednesday comes really soon.
i don't think my heart can be away from yours for too long.
i'm in pretty deep.

over every place

2009-01-16T01:52:10Z

you make my heart go pitter patter.
i can't think of anything but spending time with you.

baby tigers and jaguars

2009-01-13T20:04:09Z

let's get a whopper with cheese :]

shake this hell from everything i touch

2009-01-08T02:02:35Z

09 has been quite the year so far.
i really hope you're not disappointed in me...

i'm writing this for you.

2009-01-06T23:16:49Z

who knew parks closed so early?

your landscape is so wild

2009-01-05T21:28:30Z

i think 'me and you and everyone we know' just might be my new favorite movie...

magic apple trees

2009-01-03T13:23:39Z

today it's my birthday :]

other things

2008-12-30T04:53:00Z

hundreds of tiny dinos.
i'm really glad you feel the same way too.

and at that point it would be a situation of life and death

2008-12-26T04:28:21Z

"hey, it's cold.. we must cuddle.. otherwise, we might die from the cold"

i can't wait until you're back under these city lights again.
traveling is no fun when you're so far away from me.
stay warm tonight and hurry home soon.

mm, cryptic posts that aren't so cryptic because i can't keep my mouth shut.

2008-12-19T05:48:07Z

i'm starting to realize that i talk about you way too much.
i think you're starting to realize it too.
i don't know what to say to you.
i don't know what to do with myself anymore.
break it off.

if you're going downtown take me with you

2008-12-18T04:36:23Z

every night should be like tonight.
i don't think it could have been better.